If I am not on a efficient antipsychotic like it is the case actually, I can’t do any intellectual activity because after some minutes, I feel totally exhausted and completely tired.
It’s as if my brain was to fast so when I do an intellectual activity, it gets tired really quickly. If I take an efficient antipsychotic, it slow down my brain so I can do anything.
Do you feel the same?
I have the intention of talking about that to my psychiatrist this week but I don’t know if she will take me seriously… She may think this is impossible.
My dysfunction is the opposite of what you describe, my brain seems to always be going too slowly with long pauses in between short bouts of activity. I like to refer to what I experience as poverty of thought.
I also have a very short attention span meaning I get tired of activities very quickly. Unfortunately I think I have the fatal combination. Even writing these four sentences to respond to your question, I feel like I’m wading through quicksand. And that’s the short reason why I don’t respond to questions on this website.
The typical antipsychotics kill my imagination and destroy any intellectual ability that I have. Even when I am on an atypical antipsychotic my interest in intellectual things depends largely on my mood.
I get tired if there is too much social activity. Today I went to see my two niece’s and nephew ages 10 years, 4 years, and 6 months and my sister has four dogs, one cat in a big house but they were all crowded around us while we were sitting on the floor.
I told my sister there is way tooooo much stimulus going on here. I was so tired when I left I was yawning on the drive home.
Yes and physical activity is not better. I become very ‘stoned’, so much stoned that even If I went to the disco I would not feel any social anxiety because I would be in another dimension.
Depends on the type of intellectual activity. Personally I can do web programming for hours, but focused practise at the piano I can only take for 30 minutes, then it starts to feel like nails on a chalkboard.
Maybe there’s other intellectual activities that are more in line with how you already function.