or do you feel like it occupies you and drags you down?
because that’s how i feel about mine.
isn’t there a point where we can say no it is too much and demand a better arrangement for ourselves?
i work but i hardly earn enough to move on my own and be my own boss.
living on my own also scares me quite a bit. it is high time but still… i am almost paranoid about it.
judy
I feel like my life in general is a complete ■■■■■■■ train wreck.
But, I also feel like for me personally it had to get that way before I could open up to the idea of genuinely giving meds a chance.
Sometimes life is just like that, with dysfunctional people like myself.
It’s also probably good for my perspective. When everything is a complete horrible mess, two hours of coffee and music and not having horrible rage or anxiety, is actually faaaar more enjoyable for me than it likely is for the average person.
So in that sort of warped regard, I think it actually improved my quality of life, to have so many shitty experiences.
My life used to be a train wreck but now ive recovered and i have a really good life i live with my partner in the hills i work i have a share account and i have love and money and a wonderful home but i used to be really ■■■■■■ up and unstable so there is hope i took my meds and for 4 years ive gone to my doctor every 2 weeks for my appointment i express my feelings now and im not so isolated i went to a support group for years and ive made new friends who except my illness but ive recovered and i dont hear voices anymore i gave up sugar and junk food and i have a healthy diet
hey,
I was undiagnosed for 29 years so never really fitted in. It wasn’t till I got on the medications that I could start living a more normal life. Lot’s of folks out there with real problems, and schizophrenia is a major one at that…but it’s a life I wouldn’t change! I like me and I’ve lived a life. A different one from most but struggles often give you a good understanding of things.
Chances are there’s more to go…that isn’t a bad thing on pills that work…and hopefully they’ll improve too!
A friend in the struggle,
Rogueone.
I feel level with my situation. I am one with the universe. hits joint What was I talking about?
I am in the throes of poverty and it might get really bad this month because Angie lost her job. She might get a job tomorrow though so I have hope still.
My situation is so crazy it’s impossible to believe. I try to stay above it, but I don’t always succeed.
best of luck to angie in getting a job!! sorry to hear you’re in a bad financial way.
judy
Fluctuates…
I love where I’m at but it’s not going to do for forever…
I’d love to get into a real city. Seriously I can’t go into the grocery store without everyone in the parking lot trading glances with each other like they’re looking for someone… or they some scornful dipshits trying to assert their manhood or some crap…
egh… the city was so much better… even just after a couple days you don’t give a ■■■■ about who is around you and they don’t give a ■■■■ about you either… total escape from this judgmental crap of kansas.