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Sometimes I wonder if I do stuff that I’m not aware of, some bad stuff that has happened I know I did not and to test it I did stuff totally wrong on purpose, to see if their would be any sort of response. I should mention I have been the target of vandals, slashed tires, smashed lights on my trucks along with other things. Neighbors and others have been witness to this.
That being said, there has been a lot of strange things happen over the years, like some sort of group is in the back ground punishing me for everything I do, so I do it wrong at great expense to test it. Yes there are negative responses and yes they seem to know more than they should.
I have that same paranoia! I’ve done some horrible things because at the time i was completely unaware that they were bad. I’m horrified i may do something bad again without knowing. So I don’t go outside much lol
I think if you are putting thought into wondering if delusions are reality then at least you are comparing the two. That shows rational thought. It’s when you fully pass into the delusional reality, where that is your one reality, that I would think someone is truly delusional.
I’m not sure. I know I’m in mensa. And now that i think about it, the most intelligent people I’ve met in my life have all had a mental illness. Is that a thing?
I think there is some truth to the shaman beliefs. But it’s such a complex topic that the way I see it is, my strange thinking can lead me to the truth but because it’s looking at such complicated things it can easily be misled and brutally confused.
But yeah that is funny how we are forced to examine our delusions when we’re at rock bottom and everyone else in the world acts like examining their delusions would be as bad as a severing an arm. So they just get deeper and deeper into them, non-stop. Great normies.
think positive helps. listen to other opinions too without trusting them too much(its my problem)… at a time, I thought that I am adopted… not big delusions but I doubt about everything since my illness. work on your confidence too, it can get better .