I had classic symptoms of bipolar disorder before the paranoia and psychosis came creeping in.
It was over 45 years ago,so my memory is a bit patchy. Waking early but not wanting to get out of bed. Skipping meals . Those are the ones that stand out most.
I’m not sure how to draw the distinction either. I used to cry multiple times a day almost everyday. However, I could concentrate on my very intellectually difficult job and get things done.
I just figured out that what was happening was schizophrenia a week or so ago. I’m wrestling with it all in the moment.
My first diagnosis was adjustment disorder with depressed mood and I was only prescribed Zoloft but I was psychotic the whole time. It all started together but it took a while to get a psychotic diagnosis and start APs. I had no depression before I got psychotic for the first time. I was quite normal.
I only know that looking back now. Had no clue at the time.
I first got anxiety attacks when I was 14 then started hearing voices
When I was 16 started getting depression and hypomanias
When I was 18 I had my breakdown and started meds and diagnosed with first bipolar then sza
Irritable, crying, and distorting
Low self esteem, rampant suicidality, isolating myself, crying
i always feeling negative since i was child but depression became more severe at my twenties.and i became more paranoid at my mid twenties.at last i was hardly walk and talk with people.it was horrible times…
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