My prodromal period and initial episode were centered around an internet courtship of a young lady who was supposed to get married against her will, with someone she didn’t love, and I was offering her a helping hand / a better alternative.
Venom by Eminem. I was watching the film and hearing voices and unsure what was going on. I basically lived the reality in live simultaneously to the film whilst in the cinema, 2017ish
LOVE that song.
Living on a prayer by bon jovi