Schizophrenia is a chronic and severe mental disorder that affects how a person thinks, feels, and behaves. People with schizophrenia may seem like they have lost touch with reality.
Interesting topic! An immediate family member still invalidates my SzA after all these years/all these hospitalizations/all these meds. Just had another reminder of it… hurting
Sz for me is having two people inside my head - me and Alien. Like being taken over sometimes. And having this deadness feeling so much. No emotions or too much emotions misfiring and coming from foreign place not me. Feeling everyone is going to read my mind or harm me. Like seeing or reading something ordinary means something bad is going to happen to me. Feeling impending doom. Want to withdraw to a solitary place.
I thought about this about 5 minutes ago
If I ever had to describe myself to people I would say this “if you want to get to know me, you’ll have to watch what I do. I can talk about myself all I want but what matters is when push comes to shove”