Deluded or not?

Hopefully you don’t have to.

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What´s wrong with that?

I don’t like taking meds it makes me feel like I’m sick and inferior

Do you have a therapist?

I do i’ve talked about this

So obviously SOMETHING happened in the ward to make you think clearly. You were trying to think clearly before, and you couldn’t. After the ward, you could. What do you think happened there if it wasn’t the meds?

Idk it could be the meds but I don’t think antipsychotics work so quick on paranoia

Do you think that we are sick and inferior? Because we take meds…

Absolutely not, it only applies to myself

I don´t believe you. You believe we are sick and inferior. If you believe that for yourself is because you believe that taking meds for the brain makes people inferior. And you don´t want to be inferior.

Sigh I don’t… You’re wrong sorry

Cleverbot… you are a computer!

What? I’m not a bot…

The shots work immediately. That is why they are given to people in crisis.

But why were they given to me? I’m not in crisis

You were prior to your medication, though. You were panicked because you thought your parents were trying to kill you.

If you have no evidence then yeah it is, I’ve had that one before and no one really was

Wanting to kill someone and actually killing someone are two entirely different happenings. I have often heard people who were frustrated with children say they’d like to just kill them. But not for a minute would they actually do it.

I know I went through a process of realizing that I was going to be on meds for a very long time, and that has nothing to do with the perceived inferiority of people who do take them. Being scared of the meds is like an effed up right of passage for first episode psychosis.

It doesn’t seem like it, but the meds do help. It seems scary and weird to take meds for a condition that you’re not even 100 percent sure you have, but if you give it time then the meds will give you clarity and insight you won’t have without them. I can see that you are already a lot more accepting of your situation and that somethings not quite right which is huge.

Hang in there and give it time. Things will make more sense if you stick with it! You’re going through a life changing experience, so do be kind to yourself.

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I know and my parents haven’t even said they want to kill me so…