When i was younger i had terrible dreams.i had dreams of finding a dead body and i could never sleep. I was always scared of the dark and afraid of things in the dark. I never had much confidence in myself. I had a dream of finding black eggs and i beleive that could be a symbol that i may have been cursed from when i was born. I also felt like i had premonitions of things that were to come in to the future. That are coming true now. Something told me that if i did this certain thing i wouldnt have kids. Something told me last year that around time something bad would happen to me well it has happened at this time and that if i didnt get better it would happen. I dont even know if it is me that creating this but im not sure.
Have you been taking your meds?
I have but its just a fleeting thought of mine none of it makes sense why me?
Your having weird thoughts?
Well are they weird? Im not sure
Yes, premonitions of things are weird.
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I cant understand it though. It doesnt make sense. Its got me thinking if im even mad at all. Since some of it comes true. I cannot understand it
Listen maybe you should talk to your pdoc about it.
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Well, if you believe in that kind of thing then I don’t know what to say. I don’t believe in curses but then again I don’t believe in aliens, Bigfoot, god (though I am spiritual), magic, psychics, demons or anything like those. Your beliefs may be different than mine but I’m pretty sure curses are not real even thought it may seem they come true. I believe in science and stuff that is provable.
Other people are scared of the dark and bad things happen to people all the time. That doesn’t mean it was ordained or destined from birth; a lot of random bad stuff just happens. It’s better to live in the real world and deal with your problems with help from your family, help from psychiatrists and therapists, medication, diet and exercise. That’s my two cents.
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I guess so. I just wonder some times? I do stupid things too and sometimes i feel as though my thoughts arent my own.
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I’ve heard other people say that.
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I recall doing that too in the past.
That could have happened. If you do belive in curses them might cone true. But again you do not recall someone to curse you, but I also had a feeling them exist as a part of energy that we all deal with as life it is magical in itself.
I had premonitions as well that came true, but some of them did not and it is hard to know which one.
As of the preseng I guess is too late to think about those. My premonitions and syncronicities left me after the meds so might be your case as well. We each have our belifs and to a certain degree curses and rituals might work unfortunately. But only those whom play with them know for sure.
Those dreams of your, are creapy stuff.
I would suggest reading Ronald Hutton’s The Witch.
Don’t you think it’s just biology and really bad luck?
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I have never believed this.
Getting schizophrenia made me question some aspects of the Enlightenment, and I have never stopped believing in witchcraft, since then.
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You believe in witchcraft?
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When I was prodromal I thought I’d been cursed. This was one of my earliest delusions.
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Same here but i dont know if that was jsut my intuition warning me?
Those things don’t exist. Don’t worry!