Hi guys,
Been lurking on this site for a week or two as I’ve been trying to find threads on coming off this drug. I’ve been on the depot shot now since Feb 2016 and my last was July 8th. So I’ve currently been off for a month.
I’ve experienced the common anhedonia and it is hell. This lasted for for about a month and a half until only a week or so. I’ve currently been trying to look up ways to detox this out of your system successfully and have been wondering what other peoples experiences have been like coming off the drug.
For starters what brought me out of anhedonia was taking a mixture of omega 3 (so good for the mental impact schizophrenia has on the brain!), magnesium oxide which I’ve read can be useful in kick starting the dopamine in your system (invega seems to block off both dopamine and serotonin receptors, which ultimately contribute towards feel good hormones) and drinking one very strong coffee during the day. The caffeine itself I think was what kick started it. I had 3 shots of good espresso and it seemed to trigger an awakening of euphoria in my body. It has been fantastic. The others I think kinda lubricated the caffeine and helped it work.
Also been looking at the possibility of the nootropic L-theanine which could contribute to the cognitive impairment this drug has given me and also jiaogulan which I’ve read is good for taking if you are coming off substance abuse.
Another tip I’ve got off the internet is to detox from fluoride which is apparently what the injection contains. Supplements such as boron, tamarind and sea kelp are good for such things. Apparently fluoride affects the amygadala of the brain, which can affect IQ and development of the brain.
Im also going to be drinking a lot more water, visit the suana and possibly take a trip to my local Chinese medicine centre (say ive came in to detox illegal drugs), to help flush this awful drug out of my system.
I cannot drink alcohol, it sedates me and last weekend had left me blackout drunk. I get no joy from eating a nice meal. Cannot concentrate very well on reading or watching television (although this has improved with my caffeine/supplement stint) and find it hard to have stimulating conversations or take interest in hobbies/staying focused on keeping occupied for the day. I have no creativity and my memory is really poor.
I have been recovering though. I find I’m able to laugh at things again and have noticed a kind of anti depressant buzz as this injection is start to cool off. Again, I think the caffeine helped.
With its half life being upto 25 - 49 days, by the time I get to September third I will have (counting the last 2 recent injections) around 75 mg of this stuff left in my body. That means by the start of october i will begin to start feel like myself again with only 45 mg to go. By December 11.25 mg and finally in February it should have worn off.
What I would like to know, is have any of you successfully gotten off the medication and managed to feel like yourselves again? Was there any signs of relapse or psychosis? Or are you planning to come off the drug yourself, if so would you care to write down your experiences as you do so?
That’s exactly what I plan to do, as I don’t think there is enough stories of peoples experience coming off the drug. And I will log any signs, effects, changes or withdrawal symptoms as I go along.
Also feel free to share any success stories of coming off the drug if you know of them. I would share links but I can’t being a new user.
Thanks for reading and good luck in your road to recovery!