I want to use coke for tiredness. I know it can trigger psychosis, but I would like to use it still. What do I do, because the craving won’t go. And I feel quite tired. Coffee is becoming not enough, even if I top up regularly. And it’s not always possible either because when I’m at work. Whereas I could just sniff quickly.
Sorry if I’m being stupid. But I am really tired at the moment.
When is the last time you used? Maybe you’re going through withdrawal?
I used Ritalin recreationally in 2005(The beginning of my schizophrenia was mistaken for adult ADHD, is how I became in possession of the pills.)
Customers loved me; but colleagues despised me. If you use it for work enhancement you may suffer a similar fate, in other words, you’ll be too weird, it will find a way to hurt you professionally.
Anyway I used for work enhancement; didn’t mean to put words in your mouth, I just thought you’d like to talk to another, who ‘likes’ stimulants - apparently! : ).
I used it during sales work. So I understand. It’s not actual withdrawal, it’s just something that happens sometimes. I haven’t touched it for at least two years.
I used coke when I was 19. One night, my heart stopped after beating wildly. Luckily, they got it restarted. Coke is very dangerous and can kill you
Yeah, you’re right, it’s a craving
I’m just going to try forget about it. I have modafinil so I’ll try forget
I wouldn’t mix it with anything either (and yes I know sellers mix it anyway but generally risks are like that so idm)
(TW)
You’re going to be better off if you don’t give in to the temptation.
I drink strong coffee, black, over ice. It’s now apparently my way of mainlining a stimulant.
If I were you, (and I’ll try to take my own advice), is to start trying half calf/half decaf. I must here anyway, because lately I now wake up anxious and way too early, and make coffee which calms. So I’m completely upside down. This is what your OP makes me think you’re going through, too.
Yeah anxiety has been an issue too. I have the tiredness but a racing beat and it’s really off putting for when you to try to sit down and study.
How are you making your coffee with ice?
Do you warm water, make the coffee and then add ice? or are you doing something else?
Also I AM using sugar, that’s definitely crashing me a lot ? I don’t like coffee without it sweetened, and idk, I prefer sugar to honey.
We have an ice maker and also 4 trays for ice… but yes I brew the hot coffee fist, then fill a large cup with ice. I pour the hot coffee over the ice.
I clicked on your profile picture, Are you an Econ Major? Or were you?
Okay. I’m going to do that, I can get an ice maker off Amazon probably.
And yeah, I do economics at the moment. I’m in second year of three at the moment. I also work part time. So yeah, I kind of need a mental kick or good level of alertness throughout the days. Hence the thread.
I hope you mean Coke the soda and not cocaine the illegal drug?
Yeah, the drink.
Oh! I thought you meant the drug. I’m glad you just mean the drink. Coca-Cola is ok in moderation
Oh. I thought you were talking about the street drug. Now it makes sense.
Oh Geez. I feel embarrassed, I thought you meant the street drug too.
Course not! Lol. Now everybody is confused.
I feel dumb. Worse that you’re geared toward having more coffee.,
Man I so thought this whole thread was about street drugs
I’m just tired, I confused words when I’m tired. It’s happens, sorry 
Oh mate don’t worry. Is more of a reflection of me than you. I must have drugs on the brain
Ha, i thought it was cocaine too… 10 years ago i tried to grow my own coca bushes from seedlings, because i was tired too, i wanted to chew coca leaves like the natives of Peru.
Even i have green fingers, i failed, but i learned a lot.