I want to use coke for tiredness. I know it can trigger psychosis, but I would like to use it still. What do I do, because the craving won’t go. And I feel quite tired. Coffee is becoming not enough, even if I top up regularly. And it’s not always possible either because when I’m at work. Whereas I could just sniff quickly.
Sorry if I’m being stupid. But I am really tired at the moment.
When is the last time you used? Maybe you’re going through withdrawal?
I used Ritalin recreationally in 2005(The beginning of my schizophrenia was mistaken for adult ADHD, is how I became in possession of the pills.)
Customers loved me; but colleagues despised me. If you use it for work enhancement you may suffer a similar fate, in other words, you’ll be too weird, it will find a way to hurt you professionally.
Anyway I used for work enhancement; didn’t mean to put words in your mouth, I just thought you’d like to talk to another, who ‘likes’ stimulants - apparently! : ).
I used it during sales work. So I understand. It’s not actual withdrawal, it’s just something that happens sometimes. I haven’t touched it for at least two years.
You’re going to be better off if you don’t give in to the temptation.
I drink strong coffee, black, over ice. It’s now apparently my way of mainlining a stimulant.
If I were you, (and I’ll try to take my own advice), is to start trying half calf/half decaf. I must here anyway, because lately I now wake up anxious and way too early, and make coffee which calms. So I’m completely upside down. This is what your OP makes me think you’re going through, too.
Okay. I’m going to do that, I can get an ice maker off Amazon probably.
And yeah, I do economics at the moment. I’m in second year of three at the moment. I also work part time. So yeah, I kind of need a mental kick or good level of alertness throughout the days. Hence the thread.
Ha, i thought it was cocaine too… 10 years ago i tried to grow my own coca bushes from seedlings, because i was tired too, i wanted to chew coca leaves like the natives of Peru.
Even i have green fingers, i failed, but i learned a lot.