Who has chores to do today? I already did a few, but I still need to put away laundry, wash the dishes, and take the dreaded shower. It’s easier to motivate myself when someone else is holding me accountable, so kick my butt into gear!
My chore game is on point.
I’m full of blind spots and denials(working memory?); all I can do is churn thoughts and be stuck in memories of movies and the random book, I coin it “metaphor salad” and it does take a circular type shape, and that’s why prison themes are special to me, though probably many of us with Sz.
But to the blind spot aspect, I forget that in reality, I can’t juggle enough, chores bring out my worst thoughts on dignity(weird that smoking feels so darn dignifying.) But again with chores the Neil Young lyric haunts me where he says a “man needs a maid.” It’s just that I feel like that’s what I “deserve” or at least it’s too close to home with what my future is going to be.
Solace and a silver lining is that I’m coming into my own with the identity of being Sz, and it does bring out “intellect” that I never knew I had.
I have a health chore! I need to go for a short run!
I did my chores!!! Everything except helping Starlet with his work. He said he needed time to decompress after school, so we are going to do it at 6:30.
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