Being dependable is very difficult for me, especially when it involves others, but I signed up to go to an open house celebration. It was a struggle, but I got myself there and had a good time. Not without uncovering some sources of my hostility before I went.
Sometimes I think you stash it all there in a pack on your back.
That’s great that you had a good time. I guess you have reasons for being hostile. I do.
You know, pob, I walk with a stoop that makes that literally true. The anger gets buried when it is denied by those around one.