well cool…I am glad I could help you…I love you honey.
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Never doubt that i do too. 
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I remember the first post I read. All those people in the thread were talking about replacing Santa with Chris Angel XD
I never saw those people post ever again though 
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late 1999. Was a post about returning to work Jayster replied with a post about schizophrenia and choice. It really was some good advice! All very surreal at the time.
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I posted about whether or not I should apply to medical school. I decided to go and it was a bad idea. Cognitively I have a hard time even passing a simple substitute teaching certification right now. No way I could get through med school. Anyways I stopped meds and relapsed and was hospitalized in another state and learned my lesson and am now on meds and back in Hawaii.
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It was a while ago on the old forum.
My diagnosis changed over from bipolar to Schizoaffective and I found this site.
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Yeah. I think at that point I was pretty sure I had some sort of psychotic disorder, but wasn’t diagnosed and was scared to pursue that. This site is what lead me to finally open up about those symptoms in therapy. This site has really been a huge help to me.
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Oct 2004.
I was so excited about discovering others who experienced similar issues as me, I felt Like I finally came home where I belonged.
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Yes, I remember my first post was a question about medicine and some guy said to not ask people here and to ask my pdoc.
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@mermaid1 stilll is.
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I was seeing pinwheels of light and black holes all over my field of vision and believed I had killed my cat in just about every way a cat can be killed. Good times!
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That sounds terrible… im very sorry for triggering you on that in the past.
I do not remember my first post exactly… im pretty sure it was a rant about symptoms and probably self medication…
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I joined this time last year, but never posted anything out of fear. I did a lot of reading though which helped me (thank you), even thought it felt a bit creepy.
I honestly don’t even remember it - I was triggered about it very easily for a while, because I was delusional. I know you have the best of hearts and would never do anything deliberately to distress someone here, so no worries 
I’m doing a lot better now, haven’t had those delusions in almost two years. I still avoid stuff I know can flip it, though (have a tough time with people posting about injured or ill animals here).
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I love animals… i wish they could all get along like buddies… stupid food chain… and evolution… on facebook the only thing that bugs me more than ignorant political posts is suffering animals… i dont see how people can say they believe animals have no soul…
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I posted this long thing. I don’t even remember what it was. Then i started posting inspirational things when i thought i could help people
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I was seeking advice before I went suicidal again. I’ve only been on here for a month and it has been great. A lot of support and advice keeps me going sometimes
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