I am unhappy…which is funny because I just want to feel happy again. At my therapist today I mentioned never feeling happy with anything anymore. She said it’s the meds. They blunt happiness and enthusiasm.
I don’t want to be just BLAH forever. We ordered some l-thenanine and going to see if that helps with the moods. Has anyone experienced happiness after aps?
happy is a frame of mind I been told. so I went look for a frame. come up with nothing. tell I went down hallmarks card ill……….and now I don’t feel that bad.
But to me this is not depression, this is just anhedonia, depression was a dark monster swallowing me everyday and drowning myself in a pit of sadness, that was depression, now I can’t feel anything at all, I don’t see how an antidepressant could help me.