Do people notice your illness?
Itās a mixed bag. Most people just think Iām distant
If I donāt say they donāt know for sure, so I keep my mouth shut
only when unmedicated/ on street drugs.
People donāt know, they just think I never leave my house because I hate people. Which is true but, they donāt know itās actually because I canāt get a hold of my thoughts if Iām around too many or unfamiliar people. As long as I have a job to keep, Iāll continue to let them think that.
I donāt know, Iāve never asked anyone.
Sometimes I seem a bit docile, and those close to me can usually tell that Iām a bit doped up on medicines, but other than that, I donāt think people can tell.
Iām not afraid to tell people about my diagnosis, and I like it when they ask questions, because it usually means they want to learn more about it.
they notice I am an oddball. but I dont think they notice i have psychosisā¦
There is a way to tell it.
story telling is a good way to go
I have to tell you somethingā¦
A couple years ago, I had a depression for a short period of time⦠I isolated myself a lot until at one point I started having āthisā and 'this and āthisā symptoms. My family did not know what it was, I was very ill.
In time, I was hospitalized by āthisā and āthisā or My family found out I am very ill so they took to my hospital and where I was diagnosed with schizophrenia.
I know, it sounds horrible, but now after x number of years, I am very stable on medication, doing this and this and have toughened up to be 'this kind of person.
I only hope you accept me as I am and I ask for nothing more.
People notice my bizarre behavior.
I donāt know if they can tell its schizophrenia.
People that have just met me a couple times probably just think Iām interesting and eccentric,
People that see me regularly know something is off.
But no one has ever straight up asked me what my mental illness is or even if I have mental illness,
I do kind of give off an āIāll throat punch you to deathā vibe in person, so maybe because of that.
Whatās your diagnosis @mermaid1?
Mine is Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar type.
People assume Iām shy or a snob because I donāt really say much. If I talk too much I say odd things. Then they can tell Iām different
Last time when I asked my doc, he said it could be schizoaffective. I asked, could I be bipolar? he said I donāt think so. He has no clue anyway, he sees me for 5 minutes once every 6-10 weeks.
Somebody thought the same thing about me being a snob. But once they got to know me we are good friends now.
I think the same thing for myself too. But I wonder why I donāt get sympathy if people notice I am mentally ill.
Like last time I was doing horribly at work, my manager fired me and it felt like a weight was lifted off her shoulders, she was very angry at me. I was forcing myself to be normal, I could not.
Its because youāre young and good looking.
If you roughed up a little,
People would be more sympathetic.
People can tell there is something off with me.
I might be able to fool some people into thinking Iām ānormalā but they catch on quick.
Iām stand ofish around most people.
really? are you trying to cheer me up?
she couldāve at least given me a real warning or something, after 3 months of probation, she called me in the morning before I got to my desk and took me to HR and it was done in 2 minutes at 9 am. I think I moved on but it damaged my confidence.
I would love to work again, part time. I just donāt have the ability.
I donāt think people call tell I have sza; I think I hide it well when I am in public. Some may think I am depressed, based on my somewhat flat affect. If they saw my private behavior, though, they would be able to tell something is off with me. Iāve never asked any friends if my illness shows to them. Even around them I try to keep the weird ā ā ā ā to a minimum. Itās kinda sad now that I think about it - I can only truly be myself when I am alone
Donāt feel bad,
People are jerks.
And yes, Iām serious, women instinctively donāt like other good looking women.
You work on you,
All this yoga and eating well, its getting you closer to your goals,
Moving, working, all of it.