i am a hater today, yeap…i cant feel the love
otherwise its a strange thing when you cant think… is it more depressive or psychotic in your opinion?probably psychotic un my opinion… i try to express more my emotions, just to get rid off of all this hate,pain etc… probably this can help…i was to a point that i could explode in the past… mutic, hating,envious,derealised and unhappy yes… oh my god, i am ill since child… is it possible in schizophrenia? childish schizophrenia? all my memories point to that in my case…
take care you guys and girls 
i took one hall rivotril right now, i was waiting for my mom to say me that sheloves me by sending her message saying if shte wants,to adopt my schizo friend who pisses me off because she is happy yes… still envy whatever