I am feeling a lot better. I ran out of Geodon 40 mg which I was taking in the mornings and the pharmacist did not give me a new fill + my doctor forgot to fax the prescription for me 
I think I will be fine for another 6 days until I see my doc and discuss if I should take more Geodon or even Zoloft for anxiety. I am happy with LTheanine for now esp because I am finally sleeping well.
I have not had this sensation for a very very long time. Feel tired at night and ‘want’ to go to bed. These days, around 9-10 pm all I wanna do is lie in bed. Feels good.
I am working and it is fulfilling for me. To work everyday. I filled my disability form yesterday and sent it to the government so they stop paying me the little portion they were giving me. Honestly I don’t want it. It is a big headache because my income is inconsistent and at the end of the year I will have to pay back certain amount 
By January, I am planning on registering my ‘business’ and also start paying taxes per month. It will make my life easier.
