i woke up and started talking latin and he was telling me to stuff stuff up me. i then went on a website and had sex with 9 guys
i wasnt even satisfied nor did i enjoy it.
ive been checked for StI’s and waiing for results
but i was sat in the clinic and mary magdelen was sat opposite me, and told me that im ok now and not to do it again she also said to go get some new clothes
Are you on any medication or in any treatment?
These are things you should tell your psychiatric doctor or nurse.
i saw a new person on wednesday to start psychotherapy next week. shes going to send for a review of my medication
i havent had a nurse for over year.
im on quetiapine 100mg which only makes me kind of drunk and hungry
That’s a really low dose. I hope they’re able to get your meds adjusted quickly.
thank you me too its really scary because i act upon it.
Yeah I take 300mg a day now, and I think that is the minimum dose.
I didn’t notice the beelzebub hallucination stuff. You need to get psychiatric help and be on a full dose of an antipsychotic. That’s what I think.
holy ■■■■… go see a doctor or consider admission to a hospital… that is frankly psychotic behavior.
The characters in your head are not real. It’s very much like the things you experience in your dreams, they are just hanging around while you are awake.
Let talking to people reshape your sense of what normal thinking is… even if you don’t like it… their expectations are a great reminder of what normal thinking looks like and it is truly important that you keep sight of that.
My grandmother is on that dosage… 
What country are you from?
@bennroxy
100mg are you just using it as a sleep aid?
I was on 600mg quetiapine and it didn’t help, so after a few other meds they put me back on olanzapine…
he also has a devil put aside for meee for meee for meeeee!
Yes it is really psychotic. This is what psychotic women can do!
Ah women have all the power regarding sex occurring. I’m fine with that.
Im not accusing them for keeping it that way or whatever…
That’s just a dumb contemplation for me to hash out… Is it unfair? Don’t really matter to me.
Men and women aren’t equal in that regard. It takes a woman for sex to occur. Men are ugly and play accessories… All a dime a dozen… By God to let any of them feel special in the long run. None of them deserve to feel that good in the long run.
Mockery aside… I like women… I think k they are bizarre… Even to themselves… But they are individuals and in that I know I’ll find some agreeable ones.
It’s a feminist perspective. A woman’s needs should never go unmet or judged… But a man shouldn’t ever have sexual needs in the first place.
They have a stronger tendency to compare themselves to men as men do themselves… Than man has the capacity to comprehend, because he will always see them as women first.
I don’t care about sex. I probably have sexual dysfunction. Honestly I can’t even care about it. I’ve got other stuff to worry about. But your assessment is correct. Some women are talented though, especially singers, and I can appreciate their talent.
Please take care of yourself. The act of sex is worthless and empty. It is death and dishonor. Stop and do something else. Take a hike on a trail and sweat because your heart is racing from hiking, not sexing. There’s a huge difference and just do it my friend! benroxy, we love you when nobody else does. Have a great week and please excuse my assertiveness.
I think you need to talk to your doctor. He or she can help you with treatment options. It seems to me you need to stabilize on medication. Then you might feel a little bit better. Wish you the best @bennroxy.
thank you xxx @eighteyedspy23 x
@Chess24 england, uk xx
its weird cos im not a really sexual person but it was so strong and he kept doing stuff down there. nobody else was there and i didnt do it to myself and afterwards i wasnt satisfied at all in fact i was sore. xx