You know what you want, you want to be surrounded by loved ones and be happy…what do you think happiness looks like? Start fantasizing. You can start with wild crazy stuff and then gradually work your way down to make things more realistic. The goal is to get yourself excited for the future and motivated to work for it.
Any future you would be excited for and choose for yourself is right.
Sure. Feel free to message me anytime if you’d like. I have been in the position where I was not excited for the future, was confused/scared and in fact dreaded it, so I can get where you’re coming from.
Sometimes also if you’re depressed it becomes very difficult to think of these things as nothing will seem to make you happy. So it may be better to wait until the depression passes or improves.
Expect the best, plan for the worst. Either way you’re prepared.
Put you’re worrying to good use and learn to be flexible and resilient about how you react to life.
If you resist change at all cost, then don’t be surprised that your life is never any different that what you have today.