Are you a few paranoid even with yours drugs?

I take abilify 14 mg and others drugs for my paranoid schizophrenia like depakote, loxapac, buspirone and cymbalta.
I suffer even with these drugs of few paranoid ideas, for example i am unable to work because i’ m not enough to confident in me or to have a girlfriend because i am afraid by a divorce or to pay a pension for the childrens. also i have sometimes the sentiment that the people want to be bad with me that they want hurt me.
But so i live well with my state french pension but i dream to re work and to have a girlfriend !

I take 20 mg of olanzapine (Zyprexa) and 1 mg of risperidone (Risperdal) everyday, and I still struggle with a lot of paranoid thoughts.

Yes. Occasionally

Yep I still get some issues

One that’s plagued me the last few weeks are intrusive memories

The particularly bad one has made me hide tools in the bedroom to fight the intruders

No never, just majorly depressed