Its hard to make very good friends while having sz. I lost all my very good friends due to sz.
Sexuality is not acquired thing. It is biological. Since it has evolutionary purpose. I wonder if sex free environment is even possible. You will have to go hermit.
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I know. As I said, I’m sorry. That’s really rough. I got lucky with my friends.
Doesn’t mean you shouldn’t challenge your friend’s beliefs (even though you said you don’t really hang with him anymore).
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Thanks @Pandy
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Why are women so beautiful? I hate it. They all look so good and make me have all kinds of emotions, not to mention that they make me horny. I wish there was a drug that stopped all sexual urges. Luckily I’m not as horny as I used to be. But when I walk outside it’s like damn.
I lost some friends also, they didn’t give a f u c k about me in the end. It’s part of the illness I guess. I guess people get tired of one being so sick, it’s depressing. Life is too short so why bother with the sick?
I also have this embarrassing phobia. I’m s h i t scared of girls. I don’t know why, they are so pretty. I was very shy when growing up. Shyness turned in to phobia.
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I wish the same. I am just disabled in bed, sex is the last thing I should think about.
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What did your doc say about modafinil??
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I refused it. She said its to replace the caffeine I am using to keep me awake. Its not really for negative symptoms. I made a thread about it here and people who tried it said it didn’t improve negative symptoms. I am also afraid it would make my positive symptoms worse.
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Ok! I’m sorry that it didn’t work out. I guess vraylar is the next thing to try out, when it becomes available in your country I mean.
I started playing video games again but it’s hard to have interest. My brain analyses how the games are built. I don’t find myself being in the moment and enjoying playing. If I wasn’t sick I would smoke some weed.
Are you on clozapine at the moment?
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I am still on 6mg Risperdal. I was seeing 2 pdocs, one suggested Clozapine while the other was against it. Both told me it causes much more weight gain than my risperdal. Thers also weekly blood tests and the chance of breaking my immune system.
How its going for you?
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In on olanzapine and vraylar. I’ve had a few twitches and am afraid I’m developing tardive dyskinesia. Luckily they aren’t constant.
I sleep a lot. I don’t know if it’s the olanzapine causing this or if it’s my sleep issues. I just lie on the couch or the bed. I’m lucky I have a good smartphone. Otherwise my life would be pretty boring. I can browse the web, buy things and visit this forum.
Have you tried DMAE? That stuff made me hyperactive. It’s a cheap supplement. Try it!
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Antidepressants help with this anxiety. Might want to talk with your doc about it. Taking help from psychologist can help with cognitive and behavioral side of things.
Thanks, I will have a look about it.
On Olanzapine I slept all morning and was up all night. It also didnt work for my psychosis. Dr tried up to 15mg then said its not worth trying 20mg as 15mg did nothing for my psychosis.
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“SEXUAL PERVERSION”.
I guess not.
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Yeah, you can read about it on reddit. I took it before I got sick so I don’t know if it interacts with positives. Don’t overdose! I hope it works for you. Make a review if it works for you. 
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Okay guys, this has had its ups and downs but im going to sleep and don’t trust this thread overnight.
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