like a freind, or family member, you in love with?
if schizo’s first step is disconnecting from society, so have something brought you back from the tide somehow?
or just getting worse?
like a freind, or family member, you in love with?
if schizo’s first step is disconnecting from society, so have something brought you back from the tide somehow?
or just getting worse?
That’s a great question. It made me realise that I don’t really trust anyone, so I’m still disconnected from society I guess. The only thing I actually trust is my med abilify.
I don’t trust my psychiatrist. I don’t trust my family. I don’t trust my neighbours.
But I’m not paranoid about it. Just a lack of faith based on experience that they won’t be there when I need them.
I trust people in general, what they decide to do with it is up to them, I work for myself and sadly their are a lot that choose not to be trusted behaviour. I do have customers though that go far beyond what they have to do to help me, those are the types of people that keep one going on and having faith in humanity.
Outside of work I really don’t have many people around me, the couple I do I trust.
I really don’t trust anyone either.
I am a highly sensitive person (empathic) so I tend to be an easy target for dark and uncaring souls.
I am trying to be less subservient but I was cast in this role by my abusive parents early on in my life.
It’s difficult to trust others when you basically have been raised in a very uncaring and neglectful home environment.
I swear, there is not one mentally or emotional healthy individual in my entire family system.
Lots of self centered and shallow family members.
They are more interested in themselves and really don’t seem to care about others.
I may have a mental illness, but at least I have Empathy and am able to love and feel.