has anybody got any issues with trust, like trusting people,
i only trust people who look ok, and act in a certain way,
some people rub me up the wrong way and i cannot trust them bc of this,
that is why i find it so hard to make friends, luckily i have made a few good ones but it is so hard finding someone you can trust,
my friend upset me but i forgave her bc i knew that she is a good person at heart and that i could still trust her, but that doesnt happen to just anyone, you really need to build up a good level of trust for that to happen.
I trust people in general as Iām pretty sure they trust me in that I wonāt run into them when driving past them going the other way while driving or I would not drive at all. I trust that they are trusting in God as well as I put my trust in Him. Otherwise I would not trust them if they didnāt show any sign of trusting in a higher power. Itās a real blow to my ego and self image in knowing that my family can only trust me just so much any more because of my un-disciplined ways in the past that they are quite aware of. Itās like that saying : āFool me once and itās shame on you, but fool me twice itās shame on meā. Trust is something we just canāt get back to itās original value.
I trust people who have known me for a long time, before my illness, and people with PhDs or MDs. I trust psychologists for some reason. I also trust people who simply seem genuine.
No, I donāt trust anybody really. Maybe thatās why I like watching Jerry Springer, proving to myself that people are untrustworthy in general. The āfool me one shame on you, fool me twice shame on meā concept which I live by pretty much keeps me isolated.
I trust people to a degree. I think I am a unconsciously suspicious of most people because of the schizophrenia. As you get older, it can get weird. I remember when I was 27 I had a friend I met in a group home. We hung out and partied together for a few months. I trusted him and I thought I knew him but he did several weird things that made me wary of other people.
Once we were walking towards our local town to get crack which happened to have the highest murder rate of any city in California (at the time). It was a good mile and a half walk.
We were halfway there when a distraught young couple walked up to us and stopped us. They told us their dog had escaped from their back yard and ran away. They were practically crying. They asked us if we had seen it and described it to us. My friend says, āYeah we saw it about two blocks behind us. A car had hit it and it was deadā. I couldnāt believe my ears. We had not seen any dog, anywhere. It was a cruel thing to do. He did a couple other things that were just as bad.
Although I 've burned many many times, I usually trust everyone, that must be part of my illness, 'cos itās not logical. I must not trust anyone again, I think that doing this thing (trusting everyone) happens because I hate myself.
I trust no one, not my parents, siblings, no one. Ive oddly come to some what trust my boyfriend.
I dont eat my mothers cooking, i dont trust my fathers anger, my sister is too darn friendly.
I fear my mother is trying to poison me, my dad trying to shoot me or physically harm me and my sister is all behind it.
I trust no one on the streets at all. People in stores, schools and cars are all dangerous.
If you pull up beside my car I will have a panic attack, if you walk into a room or a store I will watch you do so, because gods knows what you might have on you. Donāt let me get a bad feeling because I will run out there.
I have a hard time with eating food because it could be contaminated. I will only take half a dose of my medication just in case a full dose might kill me.
MY LIFE IS NOTHING BUT FEAR AND TRUST ISSUES.
BUT, I know my family isnāt trying to hurt me.
Iām just constantly living in fear.
Anti psychotics have a minimim level at which they work. Below that level theyāre no better than placebos. E.g. 10mg is the therapeutic level for abilify. 5mg works no better than a placebo.
