HI there
I am based in Northern Ireland in the UK.
I am very worried about the latest developments of Coronavirus - there are currently around 5 cases in N.I. It’s not a big number but its making me anxious and paranoid more so than I usually am.
I survived cancer 6 years ago - and I had an operation, as a result I have only one lung. 4 years later I suffered a mini stroke. With all these health obstacles I have faced, I just keep thinking I dont want to die of the Coronavirus! I have survived everything else.
I find myself talking to my family , telling them to ‘prepare’ for the possibility that if I got CV I will most definitely die …I am petrified…and I am not ready to die - I am only 45. I have a young 13 year old son. He needs his mum and my husband needs me. All I keep thinking about is death.