I’m really tired of online resources spewing ■■■■■■■■ all over the place. Almost every single doctor I have talked to agree with me. I have anxiety, autism spectrum disorder (it clearly is more than one illness grouped into one…) and I have schizoaffective disorder. I really have five illnesses… anxiety, autism, asperger’s, schizophrenia and a mood disorder. It is obvious that schizoaffective disorder (and the other one) are two separate things grouped into one. Schizoaffective disorder is schizophrenia and a mood disorder grouped into one, single, happy thingamajigger whatever thing. My doctors even say “Yes. That’s clearly true. I don’t know why they did that.” I have the symptoms of these whatevers yous calls thems. Blah blah blah what a bore. I’m on seroquel… I haven’t gained any weight but I’ve started doing exercises and I’m already slim so I should get a 8 minus 2 pack in one or two months. I’m not going to go into the details of my workout. It would be boring to do so. I have a question. Are there any Tool fans or Bad Religion fans or DJ Hixxy fans or stuff like that? I bet you’re tired of me now. I will stop. Oh… and I always loved adult swim even since I was a child. Whatever. Bye.
How dare you! Did I not post this for entertainment and comfort? You shall ignore me no more, egg. Have I castrated myself? Have I done wrong? What is the meaning of this? I beg of you. Look into your heart and feel the warmth.
The disease used to YELL at me sometimes. Then I’d yell in public. Then I’d feel like a total whack job, get all shameful, regretful, depressed, remorseful, and, and, and. I finally hit bottom and began taking my meds regular and going to therapy. Things got better. I kept taking my meds and going to therapy. Now things are waaaaay better.
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