Last night I went to the casino with a lady friend, and on a$2 bet, I hit for greater than $600. She was really happy, but she wondered why I didn’t look happy. I didn’t exactly feel happy to win that money!
Jayster
Last night I went to the casino with a lady friend, and on a$2 bet, I hit for greater than $600. She was really happy, but she wondered why I didn’t look happy. I didn’t exactly feel happy to win that money!
Jayster
Hey then send it my way 
Why weren’t you happy Jayster? I would have been ecstatic.
Nick, do you really expect me to know why I feel the way I feel?
So what did you do with the cash?! Have you heard the song Jaded?
I guess not…
Of course I know AeroSmith well. I was in Hyannis the Summer that they were there.
But I don’t get the lyrics to Jaded.
Lyrics
Hey j-j-jaded, you got your mama’s style
But you’re yesterday’s child to me
So jaded
You think that’s where it’s at
But is that where it’s supposed to be
You’re gettin’ it all over me and serrated
My my baby blue
Yeah I been thinkin’ about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you’re so jaded
And I’m the one that jaded you
Hey j-j-jaded
In all it’s misery
It will always be what I love and hated
And maybe take a ride to the other side
We’re thinkin’ of
We’ll slip into the velvet glove
And be jaded
My my baby blue
Yeah I’m thinkin about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I’m so jaded
And baby I’m afraid of you
Your thinking’s so complicated
I’ve had it all up to here
But it’s so overrated
Love and hated
Wouldn’t trade it
Love me jaded
Hey j-j-jaded
There ain’t no baby please
When I’m shootin the breeze with her
When everything you see is a blur
And ectasy’s what you prefer
My my baby blue
Yeah I’m talkin’ about you
My my baby blue
Yeah I’ve been thinkin’ about you
My my baby blue
Yeah you’re so jaded
Baby
Jaded
Baby
You’re so jaded
’Cause I’m the one that jaded you
Don’t tell @san_pedro
usually i sink in a miserable state at the casino. I haven’t gone in a while now.
**Money can buy some freedom 
I would rather be unhappy with money, than unhappy without it!
Money is neutral. What people do with it is what makes it good or bad…I`ll take it!
**
No that is not wired wrong… Sounds a bit flat affect … Think that you might get happy spending some maybe… Stop gambling! Imagine how much you could lose
sometimes I feel as though I hit the jackpot with my job… to think, you made 30,000% on your $2 bet. your brain probably couldn’t process all the zeros, you were in shock! spend it wisely!
never been to a casino before, maybe you just didnt feel like smiling x
btw i didnt know you were a mod
Not much makes me feel happy.
It seems that I dont get pleasure from listening to music or watching TV lately.
I feel flat and just dot give a shi* about a lot of things.
Dont know if its some depression, or the Meds or SZ symptoms?
Yes of course , who else would know ? ![]()
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