Just imagine how many angles
of camera shooting
in my reality show.
From below by animals’ eyes,
straight from people’s eyes,
from above by birds’ eyes
from my eyes in POV.
Everything is fake.
Everything is a set.
Director/s plan everything.
People are actors, robots, p zombies?
Omg please god help me
Goddess Annette, show your mercy
The realization that nothing exists,
hits me hard in the head more often now
dude it sounds like youre having some kind of truman like symptoms. You should probably tell your doctor and see what they can do for you.
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I sent a message to my psychiatrist,
and we decided to up my clozapine.
So now i take 400mg clozapine,
200mg solidon and 300mg haldol shot.
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Gotta love cameras.
dude good for you for taking action. I hope your symptoms start to subside, trusting people can be difficult but it certainly is a virtue especially when you have SZ. You can trust us though, the world and people are real. Keep working on your health and youll see soon that you were just paranoid
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Me? I love cameras?
What do you mean?
They make me panic
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It’s been a week now that I suffer.
Yesterday night, i decided to send
a message to my psychiatrist.
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dude stay strong, things are going to get better and better. It must be very difficult, i know what its like but im sure yours are very tormentuous. You can do it. just bear them until the new meds kick in and youll be able to breath easy
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Type into google “Truman show delusion”
Glad you spoke to your doctor. Hope you feel better soon.
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I see. It’s the usual trumanomatrix that
I have
most of the time.
I am suffering.
Voices say die die.
Depression.
Emptiness.
No motivation.
My life is a reality show.
All people are actors.
Or philosophical zombies,
or soulless robots.
I will go out to distract myself.
Thank you.
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Good luck with the med increase 
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Thank you.
It’s just a minor change of meds,
but it can have significant impact on me.
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Om are these voices in your head or external voice? I hope one day u will have peace god bless
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How often do you get haldol shot ??
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Every month i take haldol