A Poem: Suddenly

My life suddenly
Made complete sense
When I stopped trying
To be someone else

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Oooph, I feel that one.

I spent years sick, trying to make sense of my delusions, self medicating.

Wasn’t until I was honest with myself and got some help that things turned around. I found a me I’d been trying to hide and suppress. Got on some meds.

You weren’t diagnosed until your 30’s, right?

Did you have symptoms since your teens?

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Yes 38

Yes I did. I was spending most of my “thinking time” worrying about meta physical stuff. I was misdiagnosed with depression at about 19.

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We have that in common, I wasn’t diagnosed until 32. In my teens it was major depressive disorder with psychotic features, only was given an antidepressant back then. I’d thought I was psychic and actually hearing ghosts back then.

My condolences for your years sick. I’m wishing you well, and am glad you’ve found some peace.

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I think it’s beautiful when we learn who we are and how to just be. Excellent poem.

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The beauty of getting older
By far
Is that we eventually become
Who we truly are

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I can relate.

When I was diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome and started to really understand what that meant, I began to see myself as I really am, and not the failed human being I imagined myself to be before that.

I like your poems @everhopeful.

:slightly_smiling_face:

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