I can’t shake this feeling
That I’m a slave somehow,
If I didn’t feel it, I’d be free
From the desire to be self destructive.
I guess it all comes down to psychology. But I really wonder sometimes why it’s so very hard to stay on the desired path.
Ive had such cross my mind too.
Because i was a beyond workaholic but others had it as them and me as worthless poor schizo and nature and energy snd eyes and etc taken from one and real body etc
That respected n loved work n energy etc but not real body ….
Its not a ego thing to want respect for ones “true meat” or holy materia anx bod and what obe csll the srlf in flesh n beyond.
And to be understood n redpected n known by some at least if precious few .
And to be free and not a slavr of be able be stolen from.
Vegsns say its slavery to own animals but if its in protection and good manner n flow does that make it different or symbolic…
if its symbolic too.
Muslims believe in having slaves as does old christianity perhaps.
Apparently breaking free from slavery is huge but if the other dlaves have each otber but if isolated and alone thought mske controllable if alond n no other ones in similar situation to communicate with …
Have you seen north and south ?
I had it on dvd but didnt bring it with me when moved because coildnt carry or fit it i thought downsize stuff have .
Its with Patrick Swayze.
And otbers.
The fight to free slaves snd end slavery while the others wanted keep it.