“Schizoaffective disorder”
I live with schizoaffective disorder it’s a tragedy but I’ve learned to cope with a different reality
It wasn’t always this easy it was hell I thought bugs were eating my brain and I went in and out of deep depressive spells
My world was altered I seen demons and ghosts I thought I’d never see the light and I was a worthless joke
Then my mood would spike and I’d feel great but that’s when I did ■■■■ I’d always regret
Like vandalizing a bathroom in a school I was in a manic delirium and was a fool
Then later on in life I slipped up quit taking my meds and ended up stuck
Stuck back into the mania stuck in the altered world I thought I could cure cancer and was in the clouds I realize it was a delusion now
But I got help I see the light these monsters in my head and I know it sounds cliche but it’s true there is hope for people like me and you
Never give up I believe in you