What’s bothering me
Is the fact I’m bothered about things
That never
Bothered me before
sorry!! It is funny though
Maybe because you are more aware or your wants and needs have changed?
Hope you feel better soon
Yeah schizophrenia is like self-consciousness 2.0… You become stressed that you can have certain thoughts… so you just wind up having that again.
You should not see it as conflict with yourself… you should see it as conflict with the nature of human beings in their potential for thoughts. Some thoughts won’t go away because they are possible and in being possible they will always be possible to have… learning to not think about them is about accepting they are there and possible to have and then learning not to think them.
But stress will send a schizophrenic (and more or less anyone else) careening down the black hole of bad thinking as the body and brain prompt the mind to the alarm… trying to convince the user to take better care of the rest of itself… whipping the soul like a dog without relent so it’ll just stop the crap it keeps doing to itself if it’s ever wise enough to see the pattern.
It’s pretty liberating to be able to say, ‘I don’t care.’