I have 9 scars on my body
My companion angel nearly convinced me to cut my own throat so many times, but I never did it.
I think you’re courageous in many ways, @san_pedro, and I’m glad you were strong enough to survive. As a result, I believe you’re even stronger and certainly wiser.
thank you…but IMO in all our cases to put into words just doesn’t do us justice …we can’t put it into words for others to ‘‘understand’’ so our condition is ‘‘unexplainable’’ in many ways
When you haven’t had any experience anywhere close to these things, there’s no reference point. And when you’ve experienced these things, like you said, there are no words. So the gap will never be closed.
the gap is a hole in my soul…
Yes. I feel that way too. When your deepest life experiences are things no one else understands then you (each of us) stands alone.
I truly admire you, though, @san_pedro, and your posts are very often so meaningful and helpful. You have a clear purpose on this earth, you really do.
was gonna make a thread of this