Why does a part of me want to stop taking medicine despite me having to argue with it?

[Csummers]

My Sz scab keep reappearing no matter how many band-aids I get, but I like the silly kiddy cartoon ones best.
Some of my faves:

Winnie the poop.
Micky mouseface
Skeletons on a black band aid.
Blue starry background with little flying ufo’s.

[crimby]

I can start to see the medications as punishment, and not as therapy. It’s dangerous for me to think that.