The UPS guys don't deliver to me anymore

I fall in love every day and did with them when I tried a seasonal job a woman came to my door to get my uniform then I wanted my town driver to come over I text and email them and they totally over react and think I’m a charity case now I told them it’s just cuz I’m lonely and always inside with my disabled son. Now my books FROM B&B are being delivered by my mailman what gives?