Shadows of you still echo through my head, a hesitation when I speak to anther of your sex.
I like what I see. I know how it goes, confusion so profound so I let it pass.
I look back on my past and all I see is I’m not capable of a relationship.
Days flow to the next, weeks turn to months
Summer Autumn Winter Spring and it happens all over again.
All the events in my life lead to now
Why you took your life, I will never know
Been over three years now and still today I feel I had a part
Just to say the wrong thing wrong time wrong place
An action a glance my mind still plays
Days flow to the next, weeks turn to months
Summer Autumn Winter Spring and it happens all over again.
Still I battle on, fighting the same that you succumbed
Unsure if to join you to continue where we left off
To find the answers I seek or just losing the will to fight anymore.
Days flow to the next, weeks turn to months
Summer Autumn Winter Spring and it happens all over again.
Time heals all wounds or so they say
As I find my place by losing my way
I always felt so lost helpless so confused
That was something I never had when I was with you
I’m just sorry it wasn’t the same for you with me
Rest in peace
Days flow to the next, weeks turn to months
Summer Autumn Winter Spring and it happens all over again.
It happens all over again.