Thanks. Much gratitude. I’ll still be popping in on this forum even after I get my PhD in Clinical Psychology! Nobody gets to decide what I get to hope for. Despite the odds being really stacked against me with severe and prolonged abuse and other trauma, mainly from my dad, I am leaving home to live with my partner/loved one and going to a 4 year community college, the best in the country. I really have so much to look forward to, and life/the Universe is one helluva tragic little miracle.
Will update in the morning.