I have been noticing the back of my head and neck a lot lately because it is the source of my headaches. In trying to relax and relieve the headache, I realized that I was having a fantasy-memory of someone grabbing my by the back of the neck with the idea of preventing any sort of activity. This fantasy-memory was the origin of my apathy. Knowing this has allowed me to be more active with interest. Tonight I volunteered to hem up the provider’s granddaughter’s blue jeans, something I wouldn’t have thought to do not long ago. The idea of someone unidentified getting me from behind had me totally preoccupied.
Makes me think of relaxing and paying attention some. Bookmark this.