my back is killing me 
I lika do da cha cha. Iāve been really unstable lately.
Is it easy to get a job in europe if youāre not quite there socially? A job interviewer there told me I āhad a problem with peopleā so Iām wondering if itās a very discriminatory job environment.
Brought a new (well second hand) couch. Comes tomorrow. Cost the same amount as getting it delivered lol. So grand total of $80.00 ($40 each) Getting house proud with the new fridge and now new couch. Can also finally focus on getting my sleep hygiene fine tuned. As have been practically living out of my bedroom. Was all fun and games getting it all settled and Iām sure there is more to comeā¦ I mean really doesnāt anybody use a landline phone anymore. I donāt have a mobile and bared std calls from my phone to save money. But everybody uses mobiles which is stupid as they are a rip offā¦ But but but I can call hubby to pick up milk on the way homeā¦ Yeah but the call cost more then driving to get the milk in the first place. But but but I like to have it for emergencies. Hmmm but the batteries always dead when you really need it anyway. True but but butā¦
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I canāt wait until this quarter is over. Itās been hard to keep up. Iām going to treat myself to one of the writing classes I needā¦ and one other for funā¦ and stick with on-line classes this time.
i think the world would be a better place without me here.
Ding dong the witch is dead.
no it wouldnāt,
listening to song just now with swearing in it āwhat the fk is wrong with youā it says lol and i got the record today, still waiting on zion by hillsong hmmmm idk where that will take me haha
Youād be amazed by how much you impact other people lives, even if itās from a smile at someone you donāt know. Every little bit of interaction counts, no matter how small of a gesture it is.
You may not feel like you matter now, but this is just temporary, life changes daily, sometimes good, and sometimes it could be better.
You get another chance for better every 24 hours, but only if you give it a chance and believe it can.
It will. Believe in yourself. I do. 
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My only problem today is the maids come tomorrow. - 0 motivation. I have to keep tricking myself into cleaning up. Or kicking myself.
getting ready to have an empty house once again. How do I feel? well, now that Angie my exgirlfriend is on a date tonight and going to move out any day now I guess Iām happy that sheās happy. Me? Iām o k. I believe God had a Hand in this.
Had an epiphany today that everyone is the god of their own inner universe. (Aka the mind or dream world) If you can learn how to control and tame your thoughts and emotions you will have complete control over the dream world.
I want to get more stable so I can create a peaceful and paradise-like dream universe. I also need to focus on losing the separation between myself and the dream world when Iām in a dream, so I realize that Iām everything and thus can control everything.
Also Iāve been in an episode for the past week so that really sucks. Been having paranoia every night, going through derealization, voices are back, and itās a bad time all around. Screw exam time!!
i won 700 euro on the roulette in the casino, i was like santa giving it all away:)
I just came back from grocery shopping. Bought a bottle of milk and a bottle of yellow wine for cooking.
I donāt gamble because I am afraid to be addicted.
im addicted to winning money
Once again you face the problem of Nancy. Sounds like she is haunting you, dude.
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My mind is boggled by the theory of quantum mechanics and multiple universes. Talk about food for thought. Sometimes I think my symptoms might be leakage from a different universe.
i feel so terrible right now. it hurts. it really does.
Donāt think like that, Anka. Everyone on this site is glad youāre here.
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