I had pizza for lunch. Sat on a bench and ate it. Soon the mail will come.
Started a song once -’ Waiting for the mail to come In the suburbs of my mind.’
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YAY am off for a drive soon hopefully i leave the demons behind ( my husband is driving i cant drive )
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Another weekend is approaching…I am going through one of the times when you do not like weekends any more. Wondering when this will end.
Are you thinking what I’m thinking Pinky?
I think so Brain! But how will we get the Elephants on roller skates?
Preposterous…Time to plan for tomorrow night!
Why Brain? What are we going to do tomorrow night?
Same thing we do every night…Try to take over the world!
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I don’t think I’d like to be God, not that I’m turning down any offers mind you. But there are six billion people on this planet and I still feel very alone. Imagine being one God.
Some iced tea would taste good -
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Can’t stand these stinking Infomercials that have replaced regular TV time slots. Unreal.
If you gaze long enough into the abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.
- Nietszche -
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well i am quite happy, i got a huge discount through the post today £140 off of my electric bill, its called a warm homes discount and anybody can get it if they are on benefits, here in the uk,
i am also waiting on a hot water dispenser that saves electricity as it boils the exact amount of water that you need and does it quicker too. (just hope the guy comes soon as i hate sitting about,
i also bought some healthy foods at the shop last night and i was going to make something with it but i am actually rather depressed and don’t feel like moving, the discount did cheer me up but just a little bit i guess.
Hang in there @daydreamer depression just hit me also. Don’t listen to depression as he’s a lying ■■■■■■■.
I have a friend with the hot water dispenser that you described and want one also.
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Broke my mobile screen 
Didn’t go mad but felt a little sorry for myself. I am afraid that I won’t be able to repair it soon.
Excited that we started up the gas heater in the living room because it’s so chilly right now…first real taste of cold we’ve had so far. Angie didn’t come home until late last night so we are watching Austin Powers tonight and finally gonna have those cold drinks !!
Just realized that Father (God, one of my positive helper voices) became entirely less prominent at the same time the demon stopped being prominent.
Why did I feel them and hear them so strongly before? Everything I experience with them now is like a ghost of what it was before…was I just very ill during that time period? Things were very, very bad…I was involving other people in it too, which wasn’t good…I’m trying to find out why my psychosis was at its worst at that particular point in my life. It’s all tame now in comparison, likely due to my awareness and combative strategies but still.
Also I had a fun Halloween until I got a killer hangover and was retching and moaning until around 4 something in the morning. I only had two shots of fireball…normally 2 shots is NOTHING for me. It’s the medication I’m on, it impairs liver functioning. Definitely not drinking anymore until I’m off it!
my head hurts so much from all this crying.
wish I could cry more, it can be good for the soul…once in a while. I think crying is meant to wake us up and put us back in touch with who we are.
Been listening to the Beatles all late this afternoon and it’s been good to me. I want out of my situation right now. I want out and back up again. No matter how far up I get I crash back down though. I gotta throw my support into this thing right now. But I don’t have a lot left to dredge up from within and work with.
damn you civilizational structure of chance 
i feel like garbage left outside to rot.
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Currently arsing around on my mixing board. Just managed to harmonically mix AC/DC’s Who Made Who into Sam Smith’s How Will I Know. Absolutely nailed the transition on the first try. Dancers won’t know what him them. Booyeah!
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I’m scared to death of Blackjack. I love it too much. I’m reasonably good at counting cards, but I think the winning streak would be short-lived as most casinos spend a lot on security capable of spotting people like me. Don’t need regular beatings, thanks.
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If jack was nimble and jack was quick. Would Jill prefer the candle stick?
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