This is the best toxic abusive break up song
Time for another llama sing along story time. Trigger warning?
Song took me right back to a place I’d thought was forgotten.
2004 4th of July, Las Vegas. High on mushrooms at a social distortion show.
Rocking out all afternoon, discussing our beliefs, lush grass under me, soft blankets, cold drink. Later as it got dark we watched the fireworks from the strip.
That was the night I had my first orgy. 5 of us, 3 girls 2 bi boys. I was nervous as hell, so I popped a handful of ecstasy and viagra.
I felt like a Roman, indulging in consumption of sin. Everything you could ever imagine.
It really fueled a 19 year olds delusions of being divine. The parties, the drugs, the whole experience. I believed I was a walking god for years.
Wish I could remember their names.
Wish I knew how many people I’ve slept with in my life time.