What is it like being on antipsychotics VS being off them?

Oh! I was able to think much more clearly, albeit I spoke a lot faster than I would otherwise. I don’t know if I was easy to understand. I can still read and learn, just not at 100%. Maybe 85%? I’m more prone to getting words mixed up or forgetting which word I need (ex: buspirone vs bupropion).

Positive symptoms got a bit worse. Negative symptoms unchanged. I think I have a certain baseline amount of negs that I’m stuck with for life. Not as life-changing as I hoped.