We have to find some kind of solution because I’m tired of living like this. I’m afraid everyday.
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Antipsychotic medication and reality checking. It was ultimately a temporary symptom for me.
@anon55704218 there’s a good chance it will improve if you keep up with treatment, I was so far gone in 2015 and 2016 but after those two hard years I started to come out of it slowly over months. Sometimes you just gotta tough it out until things get better.
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Thankyou I appreciate that
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What did you go through during those 2 years?
Well, mine was possibly caused by adderall, I guess. Very bad timing. I was in inpatient at the time and just got in. It was 2015. It was very, very scary there! My doctor said she prescribed me adderall but I don’t really remember. Maybe she did. It was for negative symptoms of schizophrenia. I just know I had flashes of negative deja vu or something that was really, really, really intense like I was going to die. Something like paranoia and psychosis like I never had before. (I guess this was before I saw those stupid things in the sky, which I don’t even care about anymore.)
I don’t know I just got really paranoid at the mental hospital. More so than ever in my life. I mean it!
What cured my psychosis or thought broadcasting is time and medication. I still have very, very lingering symptoms still. It doesn’t really bother me. I guess energy drinks bring it out…
The worst part of my psychosis is feeling like I’m in a time loop. Thus everything I experience will happen again and again for eternity exactly or near exactly the same – same with other people but I’m more aware of it or obsess about it more internally. I seem to have this delusion that I will always come back alive the exact same way, experience the exact same thing, every time as a schizophrenic. I seem to ‘wake up’ or reincarnate around the time I got schizophrenia. I remember very well that I even came back alive via backwards travel due to consciousness transfer during my psychotic break in college. I have a delusion that aliens did this to me for whatever evil reason…but I will try to ignore it from now on and move on. I think I had a lot of different types of delusions. The worst is eternal recurrence but I notice the past (or future) does change. It’s sort of like time traveling but more similar to reincarnation like in ‘Edge of Tomorrow’ or ‘Groundhog Day’.
So yes, without getting into specifics, I had thought broadcasting and time heals all. There’s a certain amount of logic that can get you so far but researching into the science behind it just makes one even more uncertain or paranoid about the matter.
I’ve been to way worse and slightly better realities. So far, I’m content in this life so far. I wish I could be happier.
Was it real for you mines real, I’m pretty sure it won’t ever go away I’ve proved it multiple times did you prove it’s gone by testing it?
I tried testing it and nobody knew what I was talking about, that helped me stop thinking about it.
Medication cured it.
Mine went within a month of starting the Risperadone , later to be weaned onto the Paliperadone Jab. That and decent wireless ear-buds and a spotify subscription - I can ignore everyone then and concentrate on the music.
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Was yours real mines real
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i thought the broadcasting was real - until i googled it under Sz. And the meds helped alot as well. Like has been said - its just another sort of delusion that we seem to be prone to.
I never got so bad as too think it was some conspiracy or im “special” or rubbish like that. It just wasnt logical.
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