Showering has become a huge problem. It feels like climbing Everest. Yesterday I phoned my mum and said I would be unable to come round for Christmas because I couldn’t shower. She said I could still come, just put aftershave on.
I really didn’t want to come but felt guilty so I went. Anyway my sister made a very insensitive comment about my odour and I got upset. They knew I had a problem showering yet they still judged me.
Phoned mum today and she said I ruined Christmas for everyone and was really emotive and stuff.
From now on am not going to bother meeting with family. They don’t make an effort to understand my problems.