They forced me to take Zyprexa 15 mg. My pdoc considers me psychotic but she didn’t hospitalize me. She is allowing me to stay at home and go to the hospital to be forced to take Zyprexa. I took the med happily and didn’t complain. They are smart and have realized I wasn’t taking Zyprexa as intended. Any “privilege” I had with them has been lost. They consider me psychotic and they are right.
I have to take Zyprexa at the hospital and for some reason Abilify at home it has been lowered to 10mg. I feel she is going to give me Zyprexa 20mg next.
Now I feel thirsty very thirsty I have slept 3 hours since they forced me to take 15 mg and I do not feel sleepy at all for a strange reason I feel great like never before it is like a high.
Maybe Google anti psychotic medicines and find a drug you like better than zyprexa if you don’t like it, I don’t think they’d disagree. Risperidone gave me zero hunger problems. I just couldn’t sleep so after a month I quit. I’ve heard opposite reports of the medicine from friends.
My pdoc refuses to switch me to another med. According to her they are weaker than Zyprexa. She doesn’t want to take the risk. Zyprexa is what she knows that works and to be honest I suffer from a very violent schizophrenia.
I am so grateful of them for forcing me to take those 15 mg I was and I am still so psychotic that if it wasn’t for that I would have not realized how down the rabbit hole I was truly the first thing one loses is insight.