(((Hugs))). There is hope and lots of hope. Meds and therapy do go hand in hand and where most people go wrong. If you did see my survival guide is lots of info there and I know there is much more surport and hope for you.
Not knowing your area unsure of what other support is available to you but bound to be lots available for you. Try not to get despondent on things you can change.
Hope you feel better soon.