you gotta understand that most is just instant gratification, though I was seen as a plus, it never amounted to anything genuine or true, not in today’s world, ever.
A lot of these guys were on their 3 divorce, a sexless marriage, or too far in distance for us to date.
I thank my lucky stars that Phil never ran from me, had a son with intellectual disabilty in the backseat when I came to pick him up, told him on the second day I’m pd. sz, told him about my daughter on the 3rd day, and told him about targeting on the 5th day. Then I told him, no more shocks. that’s about it.