HI schizonatives, I play an online game where there can be as many as 16 people. Sometimes when I’m in game there’s convos going on. Sometimes there is silence. What is it that starts the convo spark? In the game sometimes everyone is complimenting one another for a skilled kill they done made, they will say nice shot, or n1. But sometimes the players don’t say anything. I try typing out light banter, to provoke them into communication. Works sometimes, sometimes it don’t. The spectrum of all possible things to say, its like I’m expecting people to say something when there is just nothing good to say at all. Then what gets me is certain times of day, people will get excited and there is plenty to say.
Do you listen to your inner voice? I’m not talking about SZ voices. I’m talking about the voice you use that is your personality the sane voice. You can control what he/she says. And it becomes manifested through speech. Some days my inner voice is not there. And I’m just using thought no language. When I use my inner voice its kind of like talking to yourself. In a positive manner. Like making remarks to yourself. Without opening the mouth. Its what you tell yourself. It’s like reasoning with yourself. The mind has much to say it is just conveyance to other people and how you will be received. As you can see my recovery thought process is still on a social run. I thank you for the read and possible discussion. Have a great day. Get the right dose of medicine, eat healthy, exercise. And don’t be anti social. Get out some. Thank you.