Again another Friday evening came and I had my ritual. The past two weeks has been really difficult for me because my mother has had several medical emergencies. Recently she was diagnosed to have stomach cancer. Just today I talked with her on the phone and she told that she wanted to die and I replied that it is better to live as long as possible. I recall I had similar thoughts when I lived in my auto in America 783 days, but my life won and now on another side of the world after 21 years I am writing here. I have one philosophy in my life ‘every day when I wake up is a good day’. Our main church is open during the weekdays and sometimes I have been going there. Today when I sat there they played Stars Wars. It felt that it was not in this world.
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Your candle light ritual sounds lovely and that you have been able to go to church.
Love to you and your mum.
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