İ m 33 years old with no sperm, high blood pressure ,sexual impotance,…cked up brain.i m done.if this son of a witch doctors think s that this is average life form of one sz person maybe they should take this …cking medicine instead of us.as i said i m sick and tired this …it.tonight i m gonna finish this ■■■■■■■ nightmare.see you all in somewhere.
Go to the hospital or call your therapist or something. I’m in a similar boat and was content with my life before some bad things happened last year. If I was able to do it and I’m such a ■■■■ up that breaks everything I touch you can too. I’m not giving up either despite that stuff took my happiness away, I’m just recovering right now is all.
Don’t give up just yet, your treatment just started. You need to be patient to overcome the bad things. You love your wife, think of the harm you’ll be doing to her by giving up.
Thank you for replies but as i said i m really tired of this …hit everyday i m wake up with different problem…that s it.
I’ve only known you a really short time but I enjoyed the stuff you wrote and I think you’re a real asset to this place even with the small number of things I’ve seen so far since joining. I don’t know if it’s much consolation because we barely even know each other but I believe you can make it through this.
It all can be changed. Only death is permanent.
Sz IS a bitch, but there’s plenty that can be done for the vast majority of patients.
- Get a copy of this book and read it and have your family read it, as well. (Torrey can be a bit totalistic and unwilling to see exceptions to his “rules” at times, but most of the book is really worth the effort to plough through.)
- Get properly diagnosed by a board-certified psychopharmacologist who specializes in the psychotic disorders. One can find them at…
http://doctor.webmd.com/find-a-doctor/specialty/psychiatry and https://psychiatrists.psychologytoday.com/rms/
- Work with that “psychiatrist” (or “p-doc”) to develop a medication formula that stabilizes their symptoms sufficiently so that they can tackle the psychotherapy that will disentangle their thinking.
- The best of the psychotherapies for that currently include…
DBT – http://behavioraltech.org/resources/whatisdbt.cfm
MBSR – http://www.mindfullivingprograms.com/whatMBSR.php
MBCT - http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/22340145
ACT – https://contextualscience.org/act
10 StEP – http://pairadocks.blogspot.com/2015/04/the-10-steps-of-emotion-processing.html
- the even newer somatic psychotherapies like…
MBBT – https://www.newharbinger.com/blog/introduction-mind-body-bridging-i-system
SEPT – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Somatic_Experiencing
SMPT – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sensorimotor_psychotherapy
- or standard CBTs, like…
REBT – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rational_emotive_behavior_therapy
Schematherapy – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schema_Therapy
Learned Optimism – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Learned_optimism
Standard CBT – http://www.beckinstitute.org/what-is-cognitive-behavioral-therapy/About-CBT/252/
- If you/she/he needs a professional intervention to get through treatment resistance, tell me where you live, and I will get back to you with leads to those services.
- Look into the RAISE Project at https://www.google.com/webhp?sourceid=chrome-instant&ion=1&espv=2&ie=UTF-8#q=raise%20program%20schizophrenia.
- Look for “mental illness clubhouses” in your area (which can be hugely helpful… but may also pose risks). Dig through the many articles at https://www.google.com/webhp?sourceid=chrome-instant&ion=1&espv=2&ie=UTF-8#q=mental%20illness%20clubhouse%20model to locate and investigate them.
Thanks but i don t wanna be heal.i just want to die.nothing else.this life is to complicate and cruel for me.my butchers deserve to live not me.i just wanna die nothing else.thanks anyway
I look in the mirror,
I see helpless I see trapped,
I think to where I can leave,
I see nowhere I see nothing…
Thats a piece fm a poem I wrote at 17…
The view changes when you change your vantage point…
The pain is temporary although intense, let the pain be temporary-the wounds will heal, you will heal.
call a crisis line…they have helped me
my life has honestly been a nightmare…but i have taught myself to find contentment and joy in small things.
you can do this too