Ever since I had internal stimuli. It is managed by meds but never goes away completely. It’s like a voice in my mind and conscious thought which doesn’t feel like my own but it doesn’t feel like it’s coming from “outside my head”.
I’ve heard other terms for this but let’s call it internal stimuli
Well when I listened to it it used to help me out. So I automatically thought it was steering me toward the “greater good” or my “best interest”
RealiZe now it only steers me towards reinforcing my delusions. I became conscious of it an hour ago. I’m not going to listen to my internal stimuli anymore.
Now that i am actually capable of being myself there’s no need. In the past I relied on it but now I realize it’s bad.
Hope this post makes sense